people are pissin me off these days...i think i am completely done with xanga...it's so stupid...i'm out....

So... fixin to get ready and go to Scotty's graduation...can't wait to see him...even though i was just with him...lol haha...anyways....start workin full time next week. I'm so ready to start getting more money...even though i'm not used to work 9 hours straight...i dunno...but...i'm gonna go and get in the shower...muah...

                                   I LOVE YOU....Miss Lacy...

Graduation tomorrow...can't believe that it's actually here....wow...gonna be a tear jerker i believe....anyways...i love yall...and i'll talk to yall later....muah

                        Miss Lacy....

I'm sorry...

It's 3 AM and I finally say
I'm sorry for acting that way
I didn't really mean to make you cry
Oh baby, sometimes I wonder why

Does it always have to come down
To you leaving
Before I'll say "I love you"
Why do I always use the words (or the actions)
That cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you

I know I'd never let you walk away
So why do I push you 'til you break
And why are you always on the verge of good-bye
Before I'll show you how I really feel inside

Does it always have to come down
To you leaving
Before I'll say "I love you"
Why do I always use the words
That cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you

Why do I always use the words that cut the deepest
When I know how much it hurts you
Oh baby why, do I do that to you
Why do I do that to you

these past few weeks have been the hardest weeks of my life...

So...today was our LAST day of high school...very sad...can't believe i don't hae to go that place again. I gotta say....i will miss it...but not as much as i'll miss that one person that i'm used to talkin to all the time...who knows...maybe we'll still talk...? dunno...anyways... talked to T tonight at work about everything that's been goin on lately...and she gave me so much advice...hope it works out though...hopefully it will...anyways...gonna go to bed i think...or atleast try to....damn it...g-night...

        <<== to all our troops over seas...